Blogging is Hard

As I sit here thinking about waht to type, I remind myself that this blog is for me, and that I don't always have to have a story or agenda when writing.  It doesn't matter if anyone reads it, because I read it.  It's okay to not have fabulous stories and adventures everytime you log on.  If writing and typing helps, then you should just do it. 
      
I really want a baby.  Bad.  Ask Mike and he will tell you I am completely consumed by trying to get pregnant.  At the same time I get completely depressed all the time, usually around that time of the month when I realize, yet again, that I am not pregnant.  We have been going to a specialist for almost 2 years, and the time is wearing on me.  IVF is looking like the only option that may yield a result, but it is so expensive.  I keep telling myself that eventually it will happen.  I've told myself that about 28 times so you can see why that would be getting old.  So for now we save, and become more frugal, all the while hoping for the impossible (or so it seems) to happen.

Returning to Blogging

I'm Back.  Well maybe.  I know that blogging can be a good outlet, and sometimes I feel like I need that.  Plus I really do want to get better about posting about life, and the adventures I have with my loving husband.  So how to recap the last 4 YEARS!! Hmmm....Tricky.  Well the Highlights are as follows:
1. We bought a house
2.  We found a pituitary cyst during a random research study and then had surgery to remove it.  (And by we, I mean ME.)
3.  We started trying to gt pregnant
4.  Found out we were going to have trouble getting pregnant
5.  Started Journey to correct issues conceiving, and try to do IVF.
6. IVF is expensive
7. I got a new car (twice)
8. Changed wards (3x)
9. Got to know my husband in ways I didn't know were possible (wink)
10.  Learned powerful lessons in forgiveness.

I'm sure there is so much more, but this is only day one being back.  I'm going to do better!!